Merry Christmas Eve to all of my facebook friends and family! I have decided to do something new on facebook, and I am hoping you will help me enjoy it to the fullest! I have been frustrated by facebook from the beginning. Even to the point of calling down The Wrath of God on Mark Zuckerdouche for creating it, lol. In the time since my first joining, I have lost a few friends, sort of, and made a few as well. Mostly losing them for my lack of tact, and sensitivity to others feelings and beliefs. Gosh darn it, lol. All of you now know a bit more about The Real James Teal that you would nt know had it not been for the telling status updates Ive shared about my schizophrenic mind. I have thoroughly enjoyed telling you about the observations Ive made in life, and the conclusions Ive come to. Almost everything I post is straight from the heart, (really the mind), of The Real Me. Still, Ive been unhappy with the content of what I post to your news feed. The reason is that I have been unable to include things that are important to me that are emotional, and personal. The reason is that my wall is investigated and scrutinized by someone who can cause backlash in my life if it is read by her. So in the times where I would normally say, I need to talk to my friends, if I post any of that stuff..., it will cause me a problem later because of who she is in my sons life. There are things that I just cant talk about. Even this will probably be a problem. But, Im doing it anyway. I know that sometimes some of my friends have been disturbed by the nature of my status updates, and some have been offended. Thats because I openly talk about my schizophrenia for what it really is. It is at least one spirit inside of me. But I would like to be able to share more about other things that go on in my life. Namely my other problems. If I do that on this account, there is someone in my life who insists that I delete those things. If I dont..., its perceived as nearly an assault. I want all of my posts about the spirit to be public. But I want other posts to be about the other things that are important to me. But if I do.., someone who I dont even know...., who, (I am told), monitors my wall daily. I am told that my posts cause a problem for my sons girlfriend because her mom reads all of my stuff. So I cant post anything about my problems with them because her mom will read them. Causing a problem for her with her mom, and then with Aaron. And then with me. So, I have created a new facebook account for the purpose of having a place that I can communicate with [as many of] my friends with only one status update, as opposed to many private messages. Like a vent, I suppose, that I dont have to censor because of personal issues. I would like to invite my friends from California to send me a friend request for this new account. Im not sending any friend requests from this account because I think that that would be an awkward situation for you. If you think that you would like to have me on your news feed from this account, keeping in mind that I will be whining and complaining about my life.., please send me a friend request to: Kimo Loki This account is going to be completely private. Protected from the curious eyes of someone on the fringes of my life who I really shouldnt have to be protecting myself from, but do. I will be able to vent about my anger and frustration, seek advice and encouragement, and not worry about any of the things I say. If you think that you would like to be there for me, and of course think that you can survive the things that might be contrary to your spiritual/religious convictions..., please send me a friend request to Kimo Loki. Kimo is my name in Hawaiian. Loki is the brother of Thor. I had to have a last name to make an account or else it would have been just Kimo. I know that some of you have been made uncomfortable with the things Ive shared in your feed. But its the real me. I want to keep it real with my other stuff, but I cant even post it for the backlash. Kimo Loki if you want to be my friend, lol. This is Cold with Wasted Years on Radio Free New Kensington.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 00:35:07 +0000
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