My dad keeps insulting me and trying to control my life and habits - which leads to me having angry outbursts and defending myself, and he uses that to put the whole blame on me. My sis doesnt try to make an attempt to talk to me or help out much anymore. I know shes busy, but still. I need to find a job so I can get out of here and support myself. I wish my mate would do the same so we could finally be together. I want to leave everything behind and become successful. I wish I wasnt in such a negative and vulnerable situation. I wish I had just persevered through my last job and put out that extra effort. I wish I wasnt so lazy and unfit. I hate my life.
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 04:09:56 +0000