My hatred of certain people and my desire to desttoy them ,at least in MY mind , is not EVIL or uncalled for , but rather a self defense mechanism or a holy quest to purify the world of their taint or else to punish their arrogance . I see my self as good , or atleast NEUTRAL ,seeing oneself as "evil " is counterproductive or a result of "good christian upbringing" . Aleistor Crowley , one of my idols ,saw himself as "evil" but not in the sense where he thought what he did was "wrong "but he revelved in insulting the puritanical state which he grew up in . He rationalized that , if Victorian and Edwardian principals were "good " and "righteous , then he wished to be the EXACT opposite of . Ofcourse , victorians and edwardians were NOT nessessarily an epidome of good and justice , but rather an extremely self righteous ,boring and oppressive form of evil (more specifically Lawful evil ) . I see the current society as a milder form of this self righteousness and myself as a agent of the purification of that arrogance .
Posted on: Fri, 16 Aug 2013 03:45:13 +0000
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