My next step in moving on. When Amy and I bought the house the girls and I currently live in, I had all intentions in becoming a foster parent. I thought at that time it would be the only way Id ever get a son. Lol! Really though I did believe and told my now ex this house is big enough to give some kids a fighting chance, and even if its temporary they would at least know what love was while they were in this home. I know that me becoming a foster parent is impossible, but this house was indeed intended by God to show and give some kids a chance to be loved. Myself, Cerelle Coleman Oseguera, and Rafa have decided to switch houses. They will soon be getting their kiddos from Mexico, and need a place to accommodate them all. I woke up this morning praying again about this. I know God has a plan for everything. The hard part for me is just another realization my marriage is over. Its okay though. I surrendered to Gods calling back in April, and was told to be prepared for Satan to attack. Little did I know how hard this attack would be. Instantly life changed. Id love to say its been all roses, but its been the complete opposite. If you want to hear about it Id love to share with you sometime, just ask. I sill say this, if my calling wasnt for real I wouldnt be going through this. I still have a lot of changing to do, but I am changing. I am learning most of all what complete surrender is. My God will make everything okay, I just have to know that its his okay not mine. Thank you God for humbling me. Forcing me to my knees in complete surrender to you. You are the great healer, you are the omnipotent. Teach me to be a slave to you.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 12:24:23 +0000
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