My sweet Dallas.....3 years without you...it feels like a lifetime and also like just a moment ago. ..measured purely in hours and minutes. My time after losing you is so different, without context and warped in ways that can never be counted on a calendar. ..To know that I will live the rest of my life and never see you again turns every second into forever, and it doesnt matter how many years have passed because it will always add up to a lifetime...Three years without you, of living every day with a broken heart, of sorrow, of missing you more than words can say, of not telling anyone how you really feel, so you bury it deep inside yourself where it silently destroys you...Everybody tells you how to raise your child. Everybody knows everything about it, but nobody, NOBODY, tells you how to live without them. Were just floating listlessly through the rest of our lives pushing people away as we try to protect the one thing we have left of you, the memories...and we protect those at all cost. I have so many wonderful memories of you Dallas, all tucked away in my broken heart. So I have made it through another minute, another hour, and soon to be another day without you....and still it is the hardest minute I have to get through. Dallas I miss you so very much....I love you infinity.....watch over Austin and keep him safe my sweet angel in heaven....Mom
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 23:41:56 +0000
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