OMG, Im @ the hospital for my treatment n Im in so much PAIN. Last night was one of the worst night Ive had in a long time. Both my feet n legs were killing me but more so on the left side. I couldnt put much weight or pressure on my left side @ all. My knees felt like it was on fire. It was a very cold night n the today isnt any better, in fact its colder than yesterday n last night. @ present we r sitting @-11 degrees n with the wind chill it feels more like -18degrees n tomorrow they said itll feel more like -30degrees. The colder it is the more my PAIN I have. I really n truly HATE winter with a passion. If I could afforded it I would b on a beach somewhere for the entire winter season. I feel like pulling my hair out n putting a bullet right in the middle of my head. This PAIN is so unbearable right now that I can understand y some ppl committ suicide Im trying to keep my mind off my PAIN by sharing this with u guys but its not really helping. Im about ready to give up the fight honestly. I dont know how Im going to make it thru this winter when theyre saying that its going to get much colder than this as time goes on. My feet hurts, my legs r killing me, my back hurts, my ankle is acting up, the bottom of my left foot feels like someone is squeezing the life out of it, my head is starting to pound n to make matters worse, Im starting to get PAIN on my right side now. The PAIN that we Sicklers have on a daily basis is no joke. Our PAIN is 10 times worst than labor PAIN n labor PAIN goes away after u have given birth. Sickle Cell PAIN can last for days, weeks n even months depending on the severity of the crisis. Im hoping that its just a bad 2 days n nothing more. Tiffany TiffRae Medford, I heard u r in the hospital again, know that were all praying for ur safe n speedy recovery in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord n Saviour. Meison, I hope u r feeling much better today. Shona Moses, I know it cant b easy taking care of 2 sick kids n being sick urself but u make it look so easy. My hat off to, Chassity Wright, Tonya Durham, LaToya WeStand Tucker n all the others Sicklers who has kids that r Sicklers too. I look up to u guys n admire ur strength. Jessicia Buford, I know last night u werent feeling so well so I hope u r feeling much better today. To all the other Sicklers who r not doing so well n r in the hospital, Im praying for u all n asking the Lord for ur safe n speedy recovery n a PAIN free day n week n much more. Not because I didnt put ur name means Im not thinking about n praying for u, it just means Im not sure who else isnt feeling well n r in the hospital. Im always thinking about n praying for my Sickle Cell Family. We might not b related by blood in the normal way but we related by our Sickled blood n Im so happy that I opened up my life n page to u all. I feel so close to u all n I love u guys very much. Maria Carson, I have come to know u n think of as my other mom n I love n appreciate u very much. Anyway guys, I hope everyone has a great n blessed day. Stay safe, warm n hydrated n to my Sicklers, a blessed n PAIN free day n hopefully a PAIN free week. Im about to start my treatment so Im gonna try get some sleep so Im out. #SickleCellSucks #IHateThisKiller #IHateThisDisease #KissMyAssSickleCell #SickleCellEmpowered #SickleCellLifeStyle #LifeOfASickler #PainSucks #SickleCellWarrior #IfIHadOneWish #GodIsWorkingItOut #MyGodIsGood
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 15:01:23 +0000