OMG, he tolerated the floor thing almost half an hour & then his stats dropped WITH oxygen on, so I picked him up & the oxygen went straight up to 98. Soon as I gently laid him down in the crib to get this mail finished before his feed, his stats dropped to 95 with the oxygen still on! I dont think this is neurostorming......I think this is anxiety, something like post traumatic stress where he wants to be held so bad he goes into fits if he doesnt know hes surrounded by love. I see things in DaMarcus all the time that make my stomach turn about the abuse done to him at his fathers house & that side of the fam gets mad at me for talking about how I feel....but they dont KNOW the sickness I feel every day after almost losing my boy, how I physically get ill & still do WHATEVER it takes to help my son survive. I aint looking for sympathy. Im looking for respect & acknowledgment of the fact that I saved his life when he coughed his trach tube, so FYI, I WAS looked into JUST AS MUCH as Shawn Graves for those ppl in the fam who wanna say shit to me like they think they know what the hell they are talking about. You know who you are. Aint nobody gonna play with an innocent babys life & send em home with someone who could have abused him so keep talkin ya shit, Thats all it is is shit.
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 16:44:28 +0000
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