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Ok Rose got me a while back but Ive been busy then avoiding facebook so I didnt get my favorite show ruined for me. So here we go 12 things no one knows about me #1 will show how hard this is to do. 1. I dont have any secrets about myself from friends or family. I will tell you anything about me and my personal life but I will tell you no one elses secrets or business that I feel they may not want others to know. Thats because I dont consider you a friend unless I trust you, if I dont then I may be friendly to you but wouldnt really share personal stuff with you. Im obviously not talking about someone I just randomly see and say hi how are ya to. If someone asks who that is ill say a friend but /shrug they are more like that person I went to school with a long time ago 2. I tell only one person absolutely everything, thats Travis. I dont keep anything from him except special things like presents w/e. If a friend tells me something and says dont tell anyone I might tell him because I know he wont say a word to anyone else and it gives me someone to talk to about it. 3. I cant stand to breath other peoples breath. I dont care who it is and it isnt the fact that it may or may not stink, although stinky breath is just awful and I dont know anyone who would want to breathe it in. I just cant stand breathing in someones hot breath. I dont know why but it just really bugs me to where I will cover my face up with my shirt if I sit too close to someone. This is kind of a recent thing and I dont have any idea what started it. 4./5. I hate to be too close to people because Im afraid they may thing I stink. I dont get embarrassed by anything EXCEPT by the possibility that I may stink. I dont THINK I stink all the time but I am always worried someone will think I do. I know the reason behind this obsession and I wont share it in a public post but if you want to know I will tell you! It really isnt a hygiene issue, I just think I stink and I try not to but Id rather not be very close to people and have them go Man you really smell. That would embarrassed me more than anything. On another side of this I am absolutely not embarrassed of farting and people knowing it was me! lol 6. (Running out of things fast) I love animals? I have only ever owned one animal at a time but that is probably because of the stipulation of where I lived. If I lived out in the country where I could build a safe animal shelter of some sort I swear we would be a rescue shelter. I cant stand seeing a stray out in bad weather or just looking sick or starved I want to bring them in my house and take care of them but I cant. I know Travis is the same way and weve joked several times we dont need a place in the country because we would end up over run by animals. Not just sick ones anytime we see a cute one of course we want it too. 7. I cant eat some foods just because of the texture of them. If I eat something and the texture of it feels weird in my mouth I cant eat it. I literally can not force it down my throat at all. An example is a hamburger patty. I can not eat just a straight piece of cooked hamburger patty by itself. It has to have SOMETHING to keep my tongue off of it. Im weird I know. 8. I read a lot. I know this is a big one that people do know but I dont think you realize how much I read. I can read a book a day and do, very often. I check at least 5 books out a week from the library and have them all finished before the end of the week. 9. (Only 3 more after this not sure what to say!) I really miss school, mainly because I got to see my friends all the time. I dont get to see any of my friends that I want to for one reason or another and it really sucks. I dont see you not because I dont want to its because Im not able. If Im able to then Im definitely going to. 10. I can be very socially awkward in person anymore. I may have always been but lately it has been worse, mainly because I dont get to interact with as many people as I used to. I can say a lot online or in a text message but not face to face. When Im talking to people I feel like Im really stupid anymore and I know Im not so that just makes it worse. 11. This one is kind of part of #1, I went up and added more text to it realizing that it was getting to long and noticed I was rambling. I only have 4 women that I consider close personal friends. So close that each one I would (and do) consider family. One of them moved away and I havent spoken to except randomly on facebook for a long time because I got busy with school and work and I am really sad that I let that happen. The others I have talked to more often and live close enough for me to see but like I said in #9 its not because I dont want to I just cant. I hate that I havent been able to see them and I really miss you guys. 12. 12 at last! I am a Christian and I go to church at Harmony Baptist. I became a member of this church a LONG time ago, I was in middle school when I first started going there. What no one really knows about this is I let two people that used to be there push me away from going and that resulted in me not going to church for 7 years. I went only 3 or 4 times in all of that time. I came from attending every Sunday morning/evening,Wednesday nights and every youth function and trip I could to not going at all. Just because two people treated me like I was a mentally retarded child basically. Once I stopped going it just became easier and easier not to go back and eventually after those two people were no longer there I didnt really have time to go anymore and didnt feel like doing what I needed to to make time. I was working and going to school and just didnt care anymore. There is a little more to it than being treated like I wasnt in full use of my faculties but that wasnt just an expression, that really was how they treated me, and not just me. (maybe if it was just me I could have over looked it? I dont know) I really wish I had kept going anyway or at the very least found another church. At least I now go every chance I get and I miss not going when I cant. I really do enjoy going and wish I could be as dedicated to the church and functions like I used to be. WHEW Finally done! It really was hard trying to come up with something people may not know about me. Like I said, I share everything with people I consider friends and family. Sorry this was so long.....I really doubt anyone will read this all the way through anyway. I know I dont want to read through it to proof read so please forgive me for any typos or grammatical errors.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 03:32:42 +0000

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