Ok, since the day of activities is over, I can admit now to everyone that asked was I ok today....here is the truth...first thing this am at work I leaned over to pick up a file and the rib I have broken before popped and instanly pain and hard to breathe. I have taken Tylenol the strongest pain releaver I will take now, with you can imagine no relief.. I want to thank everyone for their concern today. I have also realized...this is as good as things are going to get for me physically and mentally. This is my new center, I have to try to forget about what was what and concentrate on what is now. I have to learn to live in this life and stop thinking about the darkness, pain, and the haunting figures. And then the brilliant light and feeling no pain and light as a feather. I have heard that people who have experienced the same thing or their close to how sick I was. Have experienced close to the same thing. We are trying to live when we have experienced near death, and want to know why? This is the struggle that I fight daily. When I am at work I am spared thinking of this each moment of each day....
Posted on: Sat, 28 Sep 2013 04:18:44 +0000
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