On days like today an awful lot goes through my head, the what if, should of and maybe, so I should have done more for her and with her and what if things had been said sooner then it makes u think that maybe just maybe things would have been different and she would still be with me. We didnt get on great as everyone that knew her knows she could be hardwork, stubborn, spiteful, and awkward, but she had a whole lot of love to give she wasnt perfect bloody far from it but then who is, but some things she could be was funny, caring, helpful, and very loving. She was knocked down so many time she was treated like shit by the closest to her she got hurt time after time and still forgave and some of her so called family used her then when she realised and put her foot down with them they turned there back on her but one thing she always got back up sometimes took longer than others but she got there, then it really hit her when she was hurt by two people she trusted and a whole lot of stuff come to light, she tried to over come it but I think it was to deep and she just gave up. I remember asif it was yesterday being told, I felt a pain Ive never felt before and dont wish to feel it ever again so all I have is memories 😢 RIP MUM YOU WAS TRUELY AMAZING TO HAVE GONE THROUGH ALL THAT U DID I love u always and forever xxx Cherish what u have everyone because u never know wot is around the corner 💜❤️💗
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 13:03:00 +0000