One year ago today my moma went home to rest. It was truly the WORST day of my life. Not a day goes by that I dont wait for her to call me. I cant walk by her room without looking in to see if shes in there. Even though we argued (a lot) she was always there for me and my children. When I needed to talk she was there and always gave her opinion. She would call anyone she wanted to talk to any time day or night (lol) . She LOVED her family, she may not say it with words, but her actions spoke louder than words ever could. It hurt me soo damn bad that in those last days I couldnt do anything for her. She was ready to be with Jimmy, Moma, Dad, and Brittney again. She was tired of the pain and suffering, of not being able to see her children and grandchildren as we grew older, having to feel the things she wanted to see. MY GOD just writing this I see how much she was suffering and I should be happy that she isnt any more. She LIVED her life and enjoyed it before she got sick. I think its time I start to live and not just exist anymore, because I know thats what she would want. Sorry I got a little carried away. Just really missing my moma. You may not be here in body but you are in my heart I LOVE YOU FREIDA!!!!! YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!!!! Sleep easy any peacefully!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 20:05:25 +0000
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