REJOICE TODAY,and BE thankful! as i toiled and turned awoke in despair and i cried out to the LORD..HELP ME and he heard my cries,i couldnt figure out why my LIFe seemed to be in such misery,but then i thought i gave my heart to jesus when i was going to church and reading the word,feeding the homeless ,or cleaning for someone who couldnt do it for themeselves,i would gave all that i had my LAST TWO PENNIES, because i believed in miracles,my faith was strong,but he wanted my HEART!i let go of my daughters ,my family and that man so wat else could it be ?ok maybe its my car ok god i give that up to,i cant afford to take care of it just i i cant help my children with college or living expenses well i quess this is my LIFE long suffering bc i sinned so much this is the price to pay for my deliverance,WELL none of that matters to GOD he spoke in my spirit "ive been knocking but you wont let me in" humm? i thought i did when and i couldnt figure out wat i needed to do,so "I " TRIED TO FIGURED IT OUT AND QUESS WAT? THE ENEMY WAS TAUNTING ME "GO"(RUN) GO(RUN) ,HE SAID,i said,NOOOOOO IM NOT GOING UNLESS THE lord LITERALLY WOULD HAVE TO COME AND LIFT ME UP OUT OF THIS BED BC I WONT MESS UP AGAIN,LOL( A MOMENT OF strenghtn) SO GOT UP AND KNEEL DOWN TO PRAY AND THEN THE VOICES STOPPED THE FEAR WAS GONE AND I SLEPT THE BEST IN A LONG TIME,hallejuah! WOKE UP 2AM,PRAISING GOD AND PRAYING FOR THE NATIONS AND PRAYING FOR ALL,GLORY TO GOD . AROSE TO PS 107 AND I SAY thank you lord, thank you lord, thank you lord,thank you,thank you, thank you thank you LORD,SO because NO ONE(not my pastor or the body of christ) would step out side of thier comfort zones(HOMES) to help guide me,or help me UNDERSTAND the bible,(IF 1 GOES A STRAY LEAVE THE 99) So i had to PUSH my way through the dark days/nights A LONE, when signs were messages and tv had siblium messages this was real to me,when i couldnt go outside due to fear of making a mistake/wrong discisions that would cause me to fail GOD again, so i would cry and sleep until i felt like i almost was going to lose my mind...smh.....THEN MY SAVIOR JESUS SAID "PICK UP UR CROSS AND FOLLOW ME ,AND THEN I WAS FREE IN MY MIND,BODY AND SOUL BY MY FAITH!
Posted on: Wed, 24 Jul 2013 15:12:31 +0000
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