SAD chapter (1) i sit here now in darkness,living on my own.a life of existence,white wall,my home with room which sometimes did resonate with loughter,saw also tears of much sadness,pain,suffering and anger,for death entered the lives whom are now dearly lost but also estrangement which pursues me in silence,endless.creating prison cell of emptiness,aloneness and memories casting sgadows within those silent empty rooms,the tears i shed quietly along roads of darkness following footsteps of abandonment.this enternal loneness.and ulter sadness i feel,for those who have gone,the memories that will forever so queitly linger on,for pain of the past and fleeting glimpses,which sometimes drown within my tortuous soul appearing vividly,when i allow them to be more than jus images burn with searing heat painfully and once more take control.no word could ever express or even begin to describe the desolation of loss and of grief and the photographs of sametimes happier days i dare not to see.and hidden from even me,somedays are just too hard to travel.and nights seemingly drown in voids of blackness,respicted within my mind endless and too barren for i loved too much and now am so saddened.life has not been that which i grew to believe providing me with a future of smiles and love,the sadness which i now found to be so close to me is sometime my solace my freind and all i can see...
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 06:38:00 +0000
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