Saying the past 48 hours was exhausting is a complete understatement. I have never felt so many emotions come over me at once and change in a matter of seconds. I went to the hospital expecting nothing of what I experienced and had no idea two days away from Belle would make me want to just come home and hold her and never let go. Its completely heartbreaking to see Ella in utter pain and not being able to do anything but the fact that she was still able to hold a smile melted my heart. It helps knowing that with some recovery time she will be back on her feet dancing and being the giddy child I know, unfourtantly I crossed paths with some kids that wont have that luck like her. I will never forget the faces of two kids I saw, one was a little girl around Belles age fighting cancer and another little boy wheelchair bound because of amputated legs. I dont know their stories but they both brought me to tears late last night because even though they were both fighting tough battles they had beaming, contagious smiles and that little twinkle in their eyes that read Ill be OK. We all get so caught up in our self pitty and always think we have it worse than the next person but in all reality, we choose the way our lives go and with a better attitude and a smile through the tough times you can conquer just about anything. So let go of the nonsense, the games of he said she said, the worry to make everyone happy. Stop living in the yesterday or planning for the future and brace the moment you have now. Dont wish for things you dont have and be grateful for everything you already are blessed with. Let go of everything or everyone that drags you down and surround yourself with positives that lift you up. Say what you feel and never hold back your feelings. Live happy and never regret a moment of it!
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 03:23:04 +0000
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