So here goes.. This is me shouting that even after breaking my back.. Scaring the hell out of myself and having the thought of.. god damn it I was just starting to like my body.. I am taking a huge step in saying though I am not at my ideal weight or fitness level. I love my body, I have never been able to say that.. But I woke up today and made the small improvement of being able to touch my toes with out pain for the first time in a week and smiled happy with how I looked. I think I floored myself... I have HUGE image issues.. To the point of starving myself and pushing so hard I have ripped muscle to be something I already am. A happy human. It took breaking my back.. And almost a years worth of major work, and all the support a person can ask for from my friends and even strangers. I think my body is pretty awesome. I will keep reaching towards my goals and desired fitness, but that is bonus. I have had small moments of this before, and have posted about them, but this just felt bigger and made me want to share. To every one of you that has helped me and loved me for being me. Thank you for you support and never ending tolerance as I bashed myself and you lovingly reminded me otherwise. To those still struggling, both male and female.. Be kind to yourself, remember there is no one curler than ourselves for believing what others have told us, or the stories we have created in our own heads. Thank you all. I look forward to worshiping the iron gods, fighting, biking, hell not gimping around, all soon.. But with a new little piece of love for myself. I would love to hear what you find inspiring about yourself and how you found it! Share pictures, words, etc. You all have helped me so much, share your words and experience :)
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 00:13:30 +0000
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