So it is quite obvious, if u have read any of my recent posts, that I have been extremely depressed. It is embarrassing to admit this but lets just state the obvious. I hate to admit this because I know how blessed I am. I feel like I have an angel and a devil on ea shoulder. I go to bed worn out and think tomorrow is a new day. I wake up and think it is going to b a good day - and BAM - I am knocked down. I get back up and struggle throughout the day until I cant do it anymore. There r a number of issues that play into this from having a child w special needs to financial issues to friendships ending or being tested to health problems to every day struggles. I know I am not the only one that has daily struggles and by no means do I feel mine r more important than anyone elses. I know a lot of it has to do w not having the medicine I need. With the recent shocking death of RW it is more real to me how much depression can overtake ur life. But this week I was visited by two amazing girls - who WANT to b my friend - who truly care for me and my family. It was thru them that I realized anything is possible if u take it one thing at a time. This is not to discount the other wonderful ppl that have always been there or send me encouraging text messages etc. for some reason these ladies just got thru. I cant say I am fixed but I know I am blessed. My kids r fortunate to have some really caring people set up, bake and assist in selling baked goods today. The sale was successful and acknowledged by the words of Layne when he said wow u really do get rewarded for hard work! It was at that moment that I stopped feeling guilty for making them participate in this sale but felt proud of the lesson that was learn. So for all of u that have chose to stick around and love me through it all thank u from the bottom of my heart.
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 04:42:28 +0000
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