So this morning I had to take gavin to urgent care (hes fine) and he recieved an antibiotic. So I go the pharmacy to get it filled. There....standing on the side ia someone I havent seen for a very long while. I use to work at a pharmacy...I loved the people I worked with. They are good people and didnt deserve what I put them through (along with a bunch of others) I havent seen any of my old co workers but there. .standing in that pharmacy today was one of my old co workers..one of my favorite pharmacists. Even though we didnt make eye contact..everything came flooding back to me. All the pain, the guilt, the shame, embarrassment, sadness...everything. it was bad enough I had to stand and wait by myself up there cuz they were busy at the window. I didnt know what to do, what to say, what not to stay. I Just stood there waiting, trying my best to not break down crying. After I turned in thr medication, I got to my van anf I broke down. Like ugly crying, weeping. For some reason, i had an overwhelming feeling to turn wcic on..so I did. This song came one. One Ive never heard before but it came at the exact moment I needed it too. I know Gods always there for me but I just wanted to stop and take time to thank God for reassuring me today that hes there for me no matter what, through it all. Thank you for keeping me strong today!
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 16:46:56 +0000
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