Some of you might have been confused about my photography post...We have been kind of vague... but we are also realizing that pretending like nothing happened in front of people is more exhausting & we really do want everyone to know that we have another precious baby that the LORD blessed us with. In fact i sometimes want to shout it on the mountain tops we have another baby! ... We still havent processed it all...we barely got to know about him and yet as soon as we did we were so excited! That faint little line is such a joy to see... and it seemed as quickly as we found out it was over... we never got to see our little sweet one... we never got to hold him... i had had the nagging feeling that i was pregnant for a few weeks before it was confirmed because my hormones were going crazy... I was only 5w2d and started to miscarry, went to the doctor to get my levels checked... our sweet baby went to heaven... I have shed so many tears & then I shed more...its been such a busy time with all of the holidays and visiting going on that i havent really had the chance to process it... it might take me a long time...We are so thankful for hope...thats the only way we arent an emotional wreck... and its a confusing ring of emotions...sadness for the loss and happiness for him never feeling anything but love from conception-parting & that he is now with the Father, & out of this messy world... I am thankful for my husband who has grieved with me, celebrated our little ones life, and has been my steady support through this time. Please dont say things like, at least you werent very far along ..if anything that makes me feel cheated out of the time i didnt get to spend with my baby.... we loved our little baby even though we barely knew him, and have taken hope in the fact that we will meet our baby in heaven again one day. And to all my pregnant friends- please do NOT avoid me- I am so happy for you all! Each and every baby should be celebrated and I am so excited with you! Thank you to everyone who has prayed for us when we asked even though you had no clue as to why. And thank you to everyone who did know for your prayers and encouragement. Please continue to pray for us as we try to process everything.
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 20:21:09 +0000
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