Sometimes I wonder about certain topics I explore in my writing. Had someone tell me that writing can explore parts of us. Topics such as courage, honor, strength; theyve always intrigued me. I think maybe its because of the way I grew up. I always felt weak around people. Felt like I could never be accepted by them. I had my friends and family, which Im grateful for, but I still felt I needed to prove myself. When your weak, or made out to be that way, you begin to admire those who prove that their strong. You begin to value it. You try your hardest to obtain it and to prove youre strong. All for the acknowledgement from those stronger then you. Im stronger then I was back then but there is still a part of me that thinks Im not strong enough. Hell, its almost as if that part of me wont be happy till I prove myself to the world. I should be happy with what I have in my life. I still find myself wanting more though. I want to do something great with my life. I guess the best I can do is keep working hard for a better future. Maybe one day Ill prove myself to the world and not feel like I need to prove myself to everyone. Maybe something else will happen that will put that part of me to rest. I guess well see. Well, I think thats good enough for one night. Funny how one little song and thinking about characters can provoke such thoughts.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 11:53:38 +0000
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