Sometimes when I get stressed out or frustrated and I feel helpless I forget to remember all of the blessings in my life. I feel like this is a completely natural human behavior and I know that I cant be the only one. Tonight is one of those nights. The kiddo is fighting sleep and has been for three hours. Im not too proud to admit that I raised my voice at him and I hate it. It makes me feel absolutely horrible but I am glad that I separated myself from it and calmed down before I went back into his room to talk to him calmly, explain my frustration, read him a bedtime story, and get him off to bed. That being said I am extremely blessed to have such a kind hearted and understanding child who knows that I am doing the best I can and knows that I love him with everything I have and loves me in turn. He knows that my frustration is rarely directed at him but rather at myself because I sometimes am at a loss as to what to do. Tomorrow we are going to check out a school for him and going to get him set up with a couple classes a week. He is excited and so am I. I am so proud of the young man he is becoming and while I wish he could stay young forever and never leave me I know he has to. He will always be my baby boy no matter how old he gets and nothing will change that. We had a rough night tonight but tomorrow is a new day and a fresh start in more than one way. Here is to fresh starts and new beginnings.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 05:00:25 +0000
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