Starting to realize that i dont want certain things like i once believed i did. I guess the dreamer in me tends to get carried away at times. Wishing everything could be simple, disappointed when its not. What is it about taking things day by day thats so scary to most people? This fear of wasting time is becoming the main reason quality time rarely ever occurs anymore. Everybodys so busy trying to predict the end in the beginning. Nothing gets the chance to naturally develop anymore.There is no learning curve anymore, you either get it perfect immediately (which is impossible) or you get left. Everybodys looking for a reason to run from each other. We exit first and complain about a lack of effort later. And all the I dont ask for much people confuse that for being easy to deal with. Nah not exactly. For me, its less about what u ask for and more about if ur somebody i can work with. Language is taught and love is the hardest one to learn. I can no longer date anyone who isnt delivered from the fear of getting hurt. I say that because fear makes everything so predictable and mechanical, no real moments, its all staged. Im all for being careful and smart, but pain is apart of life and u cant fear having to get through it. Whole generation of wedding aisles made of thin ice. no room for mistakes or flaws or growth. Everybodys so busy being hurt that nobodys being themselves. I fear selling myself short, I fear not being open enough to enjoy something beautiful and fulfilling. I fear passing up incredible moments and not making dope memories because Im so busy trying to play it safe. I fear trying to live up to everybodys version of right and missing out on my own happiness. I dont fear getting hurt cause I can handle that. Im afraid of letting the fear of being hurt kill my ability to feel and really LIVE. You scary people are killing romance once fear/doubt at a time...
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 22:21:15 +0000
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