#TLFSECRETS #3876 A NEVER ENDING CYCLE I am bulimic and know one knows about it not even my family or closest friend. I am embarrassed about it and feel so disgusted about my self. I want to stop, I really do. The more I force my self to stop the more I end up doing it. I know that what I am doing is wrong, It affects my health, my emotions, my social life, etc. This has been my deepest and darkest secret ever since I was in high school. I want to tell my parents about it, but I am afraid that my condition will only add up to their problems. My parents are going through a lot lately ( stress, health condition, finance, etc.) and telling them about it would only make things worst. I want to ask for help, but I dont know to whom I would turn to and trust. I fear that if I will open up about it they would judge me so negatively. This cycle goes on and on and on. I eat , I throw it out, eat again and throw it out again. I am tired with this mental illness. Please dont judge. The reason why I decided to open this up on TLF is because maybe someone could relate to me and give some advice that could help me stop. I am tired and its time for me get some help. ~girl who wants to be better\4th year\SCIS
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 07:00:00 +0000
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