There are moments in life when lots of things happens at the same time. Moments where good news, and opportunities balanced with bad news and plain emotional disasters. Harmony in life, is not in the event thats occurs to you but in the way you face them. Too often, I have been the slave of my own emotions. REacting to events, more than taking actions on it. I justified it, by thinking I am true to myself, but I realize that I am the one in control of my emotions. I don t think it is easy, but life is too short to be wasted on things like revenge, hate, retaliation, etc... We are trapped in a society that forces you, and teaches you that by acquiring position and material goods is the way to be judge and be socially important, and this, in the detriment of your other values. Values such as respect, understanding, love, friendship, .... After I heard from the disappearance of some people that were close to me or my friends. After observing how some people fight for trivialities, while some others cope with problems that we can t even imagine, and do it, by having a positive attitude... I can t help wondering, what went wrong ? I am today, at close to 38, realizing that some things are worth fighting for, and others are just a lost of energy. I hurt many people in my life, I made there life miserable by following certain credo and beliefs that i thought were making me more of a man. I realize that I just hurt people for my own fears and intolerances. It is said that experience will bring you maturity, but as of now, if maturity is not link with wiseness, then it is a void experience. I want to gratefully thank the people who has been close to me from so long, and who have cope with me. I want to thank as well the people who forgave me for the pain I caused, and who proved me what was the meaning of heart. I want to thank the people who coped with my bad sides, and still, manage to see the good in me, and by there attitude, teaches me how to see the good in others. Some of you, which I won t name here, had a great impact on my vision of life today, and helped me made who I am now. Among those people, I want to thank Andreas Beskow,who told me that I should always remember who I am, and keep a part of God inside you, whatever I am facing. Valery François, friend and big brother, who took me under his wing a long time back, and demonstrates that friendship can withstand passage of time and distance. Thank you for the amazing time we had and looking forward for more time. Innocent who teaches me to see above the physical aspect of things and to question the establishment and morality by teaching me to have a detached vision of life and not to follow other people judgment. Farid Messaoud who told me that when you love someone, you will learn how to forgive. Lawrence DArabie, my nephew, who taught me that fairness was the best thing to do if you want to be respected. Indira Dsouza and Colette Dsouza, my 2 sisters, which I have learn to love more as time passes, and that inside pain, can be dealt differently. Diana Alli DSouza my beautiful cousin, who is an example of positiveness in front of challenges. Love you. I am sorry, for not mentioning everyone who had an impact on my life, from Daniel Mihajlovic to Fabrice Goinga, passing by Petit Corbeau Noir, but all of you had, in a way or the other influence my life, and I am happy to be counting you as my friends. I learned that, we never say to the people we love, that we love them, and so today, I want to tell you, that I love you, and that I am thankful for everything you brought to me. Thank you for your trust, and for your friendship. LOVE AND KISSES
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 12:59:54 +0000
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