This!! I had to make myself do this when I was quite a few pounds lighter, before I ever knew what PCOS was and how it would change my body. I had to convince myself to fake body confidence so that I could have fun out at the lake with my soon-to-be-fiancé and his family or when I went river tubing with my friends. I wanted to have experiences and memories instead of regrets and shame. Just a few short years later PCOS, infertility treatments and depression completely changed my body shape. I dont even see myself when I look in the mirror, partly because the huge amount of weight came on so suddenly. Medication has halted the gain but losing is ridiculously hard. I could hide on the sidelines this summer but what would that do? My daughter already knows what I look like and she loves me, my husband already knows what I look like and he loves me and you know what? I know what I look like and I love me too. Ill be in my suit at the river, at the beach, in the pool or running through the sprinklers every chance I get this summer. Were going to make memories and, when Gracie thinks back on summer full of fun, Im going to be in them!
Posted on: Tue, 24 Jun 2014 14:30:39 +0000
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