This is probably one of those rare moments when I cant find the right words to express how Im feeling right now. It was that phone call past 6 in the morning yesterday that I knew it was over, that youre gone. I always knew it was coming and I have prepared myself for a long time. It was around two months ago when you started to lose your memory. I had to remind you of all the things we did together when I was a kid and youd reply with a nod. i knew at that moment, you remembered me. Seeing you lose your strength day by day is painful. I was four years old when your first symptoms of stroke happened. My mother would always remind me that I need to be a good girl for lola to be okay. As a kid, I thought being a good girl is enough. When I was 6 and after a series of hospital confinement, I asked my mother if you could still be around until I reach 5th grade and i got a similar reply, being a good girl will help. Lola, Im in my junior year in college now and Id like to believe that I had more than enough time to show to you how much I love you. I never missed telling you I love you whenever Im home. When you were a bit better, youd get up of bed on Friday afternoon because you know Im coming home. Grabe kaw gid mag timing la. Ginpatapos mo gid finals ko para di ko mag worry. Ginpapanaw mo lang ko sa iloilo para di ko makita kun paano kaw mag suffer. I know that you know that my acads and the university paper are two important things in my student life and you let me do it before you left. i know that you tried to spare me from the pain as much as possible. Dont worry la, lolo will be okay, kami ni Ate Je bahala. So, I guess, see you in the resurrection morning, lola! love you...
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 20:39:22 +0000
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