Today I am grateful that I do NOT have any inhibitions about bodily functions. Yesterday I asked all of you if any of you knew why my B.O. smelled like garlic. You can go to that thread to see the responses. They fell into 3 categories; biological, chemical and psychological. This morning I was contemplating all of them over my first cup of coffee. I was trying to play back yesterday when I first smelled it. I realized rather quickly that I was quasi panicked when I first smelled the garlic. I am on the other side of this dis-ease, so I wanted to try and catch up a bit. When I went to the barn to get started, I found 3 problems that required my attention before I could even begin. When I was walking back to the house for tools, thinking now, really? now, I caught the first whiff. That didnt really convince me that James Lee was the winner until I reached for my second cup of coffee and smelled in again. I had gone from contemplation of yesterday to planning today, complete with a little how the f*ck am I ever gonna catch up throw in? Isnt this GREAT? Now I have another tool to cut through my own bullshit. Denial is a powerful thang! When Im telling myself everything is alright yet smelling like garlic, Ill now know that Im NOT. That is not to say I did not take Mark Overcashs warning to heart. I did check my fire extinguisher this morning as well. Im sure my diet is also a factor here too, giving the fuel to make all of this happen. I couldnt be more pleased. Thank you all!
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 15:06:06 +0000