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Today finally prayed to guanyin pusa at jushilin. It is at level four. So far so good. Not that scared and less psychosis except I saw buddha smiling all the time. I suddenly wanted to give up buddhism again because it is hard work. Somehow I picked up and on the track again. Very strange lor. The faith is pretty strong though there are many times I want to give up. Thats however good. When I have unwholesome thoughts, the faith reminded me of doing dharma and avoid doing great evil even small ones in action. I think I am very lucky to have faith in buddhism lor. Time to nianfo. Good night.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Mar 2014 11:37:57 +0000

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