Today my oldest son reached a mild stone. I only have two children. I was so happy today for him. My two boys are in bed asleep and I sit here awake and just wonder about church today and my sons amazing accomplishment and the amazing young man my son has become without a my ex. I have done such a great job being his mother and his is going to be a respectable man that will really contribute to society. My son has endured so much that I wish he never had to. Like I he had to grow up to soon and learn at a young age that world could be ugly. He learned because his father physically and emotionally abused him. I think I was an old should because of my past and the fact that I took had special needs as far as a disability and many medical issues. My son has fought a courageous battle and today as he made a major accomplishment in our faith I forgot about all of the drama and stress. I even forgot about all the struggles he has been through. My son. My oldest one. MY baby, first born! I never wanted him to ever feel this pain. It is so painful that he has to go through what he does. He takes his medical issues fine. What he doesnt is my ex. He will always ask me why will he just leave us alone? Or he will say why wont the courts listen to me? My son is right. Why dont they care what my son wants. My son has lived through enough and experienced so much why cant his cries be heard. They always say leave your abuser to keep your child safe. Yet in the state of Florida they continue to allow these abusers to use the court system to harass and intimidate the victims. You leave to protect your kids. Than the courts want to force you to time sharing. Thankfully we dont have it established yet. If we ever do I dont know what I will do with my sons health condition my ex would probably kill him. Plus my sons bp would sky rocket and he would probably have a stroke. I am just so sick of this crap. Makes me ponder when you have kids from an abusive man can you really ever get away????
Posted on: Sun, 09 Mar 2014 04:58:03 +0000
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