Today so many things weigh heave in my heart my addiction is one them I let if take over my life destroy relationships with my family and put me on the streets.. And mentally it h a s made me afraid to commit to anything.. Until today I believed I was doomed I have felt alone for so long and Ive felt like with my dad gone my family was gone too .. Ive watched my family battle addiction throughout my entire life and i see a lot of them have finnaly beaten it.. Today I am 28yrs old I am homeless again for not for the first time but 5th or 6th Tims in the last 5 years....I feel in my heart the concrete discision to actively fight this thing and I realize Im. Not alone I have the lord.. And I have family willing to fight for me too.. Aunt Cheryl Flud challenged me this is my first attempt to meet that challenge Psalm 1-1-6 blessed is the man who does not want in Council of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of my curse but his delight is in a lot of work and on his lot he meditates day and night he is a tree planted by streams of water which yields its fruit in season and whose leave does not wither whatever he does prospers not for the wicked they are like to chat that the wind blows away there for the wicked will not stand in judgement not centers in an assembly of righteous but the Lord watches over the way of the righteous but the way of the week it will perish
Posted on: Mon, 10 Mar 2014 04:16:16 +0000
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