Truth: I woke up angry this morning. I mean really pissed off that this world I live in is so full of loneliness; bitterness, and poverty. That a universe so full of love and beauty would allow for the malicious treatment of human and animal life. I felt crazed with sadness and anger that I have been allowed to feel this pain and that my life has been full of ups and downs and disappointments when all I try to give of myself is love. I raveled in the unfairness of it all and cried my heart out, knowing all the while that as I dug myself deeper in pain I was leveling my vibration at the pits of hell. I mean hey I am human right? And thats when I remembered...I am human and part of this awesome human experience is not to just feel joy but to feel pain too, as hard as it is to understand. Without knowing pain, I would never be able to comprehend joy. Without downs to my ups I would never know how great the ups really are and without disappointment I would never know what satisfaction really feels like. This world I live in is not just about me and my experiences its about my placement in it and what I plan to do with that in relation to others and myself. These deep dark nights or mornings as it were...are allowing me to level my vibration to the pits of hell so that when I get hit with a realization I know what it feels like to transcend up that vibrational scale. I am not perfect, neither are you, but we are perfectly created so that as we beat along in our own harmonies and musical scales we can be that hard core angry rock song and we can also be that piece of music that makes you cry for joy in love. And there is love. Love so deep that it is offered always and without conditions and as I sat in my realization this morning I went ahead and poured that pink ray of light in knowing that through it all I am truly loved and that the universal energies are still smiling down upon me; no matter how hard I cursed at it earlier. So I just want to say......if you are in the midst of your own pain, if you are experiencing your own hell, you are loved unconditionally and purely and that is not to be taken lightly. You really ARE loved for all you are and all you are not. For all you been through and all you will continue to walk.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 12:40:00 +0000
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