Under cover I hid my head Wishing the sound away But to my shivering dread There it came again A scratching in the wall As if from a rodent But no mouse or rat Dictated this moment Brought to the present By a crash on the floor I look to the nightstand But the lamp is no more A Picasso In its original frame Began to smoke And caught aflame Across from my window It smoldered to ash The flames threatening But the walls didn’t catch An ancient prayer Flowed from my lips But was cut short By an iron grip Fingers that burned And chilled all at once Wrapped ‘round my throat To shut me up My assailant I saw not But His touch I felt And suddenly I knew I’d been visited by Hell In the air I was lifted ‘Round and ‘round I spun Then thrown cruelly to floor After It’d had Its fun Dragged by an invisible hand I was thrown back to my bed And the heaviest flame Seemed to engulf my head My body burned As though I had acid in my veins Back arched nearly to breaking I was evicted from my brain A horrible noise Issued from my lips But it belonged not to me This tirade was all His Blasphemies were spat Curses unto God I wept with sorrow Alone in the Dark And the beast, He laughed! Mocked my tears! He gazed into the mirror And showed me all my fears Trapped in a box Under six feet of mud I pounded and scratched Screamed till I tasted blood Amongst the clouds I look straight down The ground rushes to meet me halfway Nothing to cling to The macadam kisses my face Crushed by the weight of a thousand horses The ocean presses down My lungs burn, eyes bulge As I watch myself slowly drown But He is uninterested In my selfish fears All He wants is to taste my tears Nothing breaks the souls Quite like guilt And my shattered soul Is what He wanted Using MY hands! He murdered a girl! No more than 18! Ready for the world But WE came instead As she walked home, alone The most beautiful Angel That either of us had known She was so perfect I HAD to kill her! It wasn’t fair! I smashed her skull on the corner of a table And just LEFT her! No! It wasn’t me! I didn’t hurt her! I didn’t kill her! It was Him! HE is the villain! Be that as it may My body was under His control He laughed heartlessly As I prayed for my soul He sang a song That bled tears from my eyes when I heard it He wanted me to suffer And He wanted me to deserve it He traipsed about the night Upon the quiet streets And God help Anyone He did meet But God was absent This horrid night And I bear witness To the most abhorrent sights Flesh flayed from bone Gristle cooked raw Insides pulled out Stomach torn wide Blood drenched everything Crimson, the Evening’s theme Death in these two hands Such music, their screams! This is not my will! But I enjoy it anyway It’s only for one night We’ll be gone by break of Day A left turn down a darkened street Brings us to an abode Of ill repute Where abominations are sold A young girl is bought Sixteen at most I fight it with everything I have I will Not Do this! She understands This is no average devil Lust He cares for not Save for that of blood and destruction of souls Her clothes He cut off With a finger length blade She hid with her hands And wept with shame His will she could not resist Nor I For my eyes stretched wide As I watched that girl die My body racked with shudders My soul screamed in lament A deep sadness, part of me dead And He cared not to save it I pled with every shred of sorrow in me He merely laughed! The bastard! He destroyed my soul And made me watch as He did! I stole life For that prince of liars! He’ll toss me aside? Discarded like rubbish? My body was worn Laid upon Death’s porch Nothing left, nothing left but VENGEANCE! I will let go, when I am ready to let go! You desire release But now you’re MY prisoner This rotting shell breathes its final gasps Holding on to your essence, I know it hurts Now we both can suffer For it hurt me It BURNED every second But you had no sympathy No, you enjoyed it Big, bad demon My tormentor! Now pathetic and weak Mewling like a coward With my final breath I kiss you, my Satan And hard as you fight We both sink into that sweet abyss.
Posted on: Sat, 03 Aug 2013 20:31:27 +0000
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