Warning: I went off lol Looking back on my life six months ago to - TopicsExpress



          

Warning: I went off lol Looking back on my life six months ago to now, seriously makes me want to cry but cry tears of joy. Six months ago I was done, I threw my hands up and I was ready to throw in the towel. I battled with depression since I was 12 and I was more depressed than I could handle, I had no one to turn to, I had no where to live, literally all I had was my job and my car. I was working as much as I possibly could just so I didnt have to face the reality that I was homeless and alone. Id get out of work and all I could do was cry. I didnt have it in me to fight this stupid battle through life anymore. My relationship with my family was terrible, and I had no direction of where I was going to end up, I was angry at everyone and everything for no reason and I was headed down a very destructive path. I had one friend that I considered my best friend at the time and July 4th I got the news around 11am that he died in a motorcycle accident a few hours prior. What more devastating of news can someone get at that point than to hear that the one person you had so much love for was gone? That was the straw that broke the camels back for me... or so I thought. Little did I know, that tragic point in my life would be the very point where my life would completely turn around. That point was exactly when I decided to completely have faith in God and let Him guide my steps. Now, Im not saying my life is perfect, but Im happier than Ive ever been since I was a kid, I have a huge new group of AMAZING friends that I love to death, an amazing support system, a place to live. Im no longer angry at the world anymore, in fact, I just want to love every person I meet. The smile on my face is no longer some surface smile just to get through the day, but its one with depth to it. My relationship with my parents and family isnt perfect, but were working on it. I have goals for my future now and I know I will reach them. My entire life transformation would not have been possible without the grace of God. Also, I just want to say that if anyone ever feels like they cant handle life anymore, please dont be afraid to reach out. I love you all and I mean that with every ounce of love in me ❤
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 02:53:09 +0000

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