When Im not drinking for a month and more so I become gentler more thoughtful and especially more emotional, the reason is that the brain can use its inherent potential instead that happiness comes from outside in the form of liquid nerve poison or unhealthy food Tonight, this was overstated, I heard Foreigner (I wanna know what love is) this song sent me 30 years back in time and memories of my first real girlfriend came rolling over me and I got a lump in my throat. Ive been really in love with girls a few times and can count them on one hand. The first from when I was 8 years old until I was 14, she had long black hair and was a year below me in elementary school, she had the same name and same look as my mother which of course is strange to think about;) Then I met Monica when I was 14 and we danced a lot to that song. Since then there has been a lot of almost, and nothing is more frustrating than that The strongest experience I have had was from the fall of 2012 and I call it The fall a gruesome but educational experience .......... I do not think this will happen again, and in many ways its liberating, I have so much to spend my time on and so little time left. Regardless though this song is pompous and full of clichés so i think that most of us which have survived for a while remember some memories surrounding this song :) https://youtube/watch?v=raNGeq3_DtM
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 02:24:01 +0000