When everything feels like its all messed up I try to remember that Gods plan for me is probably so different than the silly little plan I have in my head. The truth? I wish I had more family around. I wish I had more true friends and that the ones I do have were all here. I wish my sister was around. I wish I hadnt lost the job I was supposed to have in January and I wasnt so scared about my future. I wish that every xmas/nye/birthday wouldnt leave me feeling so lonely. I wish my heart hadnt been trampled on, beaten down and shredded to pieces SO many times. I wish that when I looked at everyones holiday pictures I wouldnt feel like I wish I had some of that. But Im grateful for my BEAUTIFUL parents. Im grateful for my gorgeous cousins, aunties and uncles and I wish we could all be together right now. Im grateful for those whove really seen me, those Ive connected with, loved and shared with. Im grateful for this wonderful city. This stunning view. For xmas lights and gingerbread houses. For music. And deep down I know ALL IS WELL. https://youtube/watch?v=sL1zNDsq984
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 10:55:13 +0000
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