Whether I live is whether you end up with more humanity or less humanity than we all began with... And if this entire thing is simply a road to a society with less humanity then what was the point??? I dont know if I can even make it to October so if you even have a hint of a thought that I can make it until 2015 then it is time to SHATTER THE MOULD, and turn a fictional controlled revolt into a very real and outspoken one by protesting and protesting until your voice is gone and then writing it on signs until they take down their machine of murder. She and EVERYONE protected me from the horrific anger that would come from the mixture of traumatizing feelings I would feel watching ostensible betrayal, and the darkly ironic anger of knowing it was illusions. Heisenberg may have toppled the illusion of our collective monument to ourselves, but in deconstructing the false integrity of our ideological structures, he also tore my mind apart in the process. Heisenberg gave a name to a phenomenon of particle physics that has come to plague scientists from every field in the form of a principle called the Heisenberg principle where the act of observing a phenomenon can change the very nature of that which you observe. In experiments with human subjects where deception is used, this is avoided at all costs, because it weakens a scientific argument by weakening the data. But this is simply the traditional Heisenberg principle - with this experiment there is something that I believe was unexpected... And though the experiment may suffer the subject suffers more. There is a gift that some humans, perhaps all of us, have who - when observed - become those subatomic particles by becoming proactive agents during observation who observe back... But go a step further.... To find weaknesses in the game theory instinctively - via inference - that were planned to be impossible to discern, discovering what were thought to be elements of control that could not be undermined, thus reducing their power and increasing the entire experiments complexity, weakening its integrity. I call this the Human Heisenberg Principle, and it only applies here in history, where the experiment changes according to the expected awareness of the subjects... This is an artificial world created by monumental extremes of experimental design and social engineering - decades and countless dollars, people, man-hours, laws, scientists, experiments, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc...of logistics and the analysis of man-made constructions, creating the most perfect efforts of collective work, projects that are marvels of scientific engineering and theory. This was so well-planned that it was believed the traditional Heisenberg principle could be used to be advantage of the experimenters, who would constantly use a subjects awareness to changing everything. The Heisenberg principle was thought to be an asset for the first time in experimental science (and make no mistake, no matter how much DRAMA and emotions and love and social engineering go into this, everything, from what you believe to the pain I feel, is part of experimental science.... I dont like it anymore than you) Good old Heisenberg showed his face once again and here is the Human Heisenberg Principle: I like to think that is the point of no return when all hell breaks loose and the shit hits the fan and we are all past the point of redemption - past the point when the paradigm is what was intended even with all allowances for predictions and probabilities. At least... Id like to think so. I could be wrong. But I know one thing. The only other option is that my penchant for breaking the mould and finding the weakness in any construction of logic has led me to someone INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT TO ME, and let me hold on, despite all attempts and all expectations, because Ive seen human hearts prevail over this machine... .....Allowing me to save some dignity and shred the line between two sides of an artificial world. I wont let go of love. ...Ill wait for home to come to me... I have faith in others hearts, and perhaps thats the greatest Human Heisenberg Principle of all: its spread to others - a virus of love overcoming the naive foresight of our grandparents, who saw a lot of it but did not see that love could literally conquer even the frame in which it was supposed to be glorified. Thank you for helping me destroy the worst creation of the best intentions of our grandparents... They would be proud and they would be more in awe than they could have possibly expected. Im good at breaking moulds and seeing cracks. Im better when you agree, and see the entirety of the grand scheme is a mould we must break. NOW A VERY SERIOUS MESSAGE If I cant wait for home to come, or if the PTSD throws me over a cliff of pain into doing things that destroy my life and my mind, where my heart simply withers too much to live, forgive me for whatever I do because I give you my word that I will have no choice but to do whatever I might do. I hope HOME comes, but if its not here in October then I will know with absolute certainty that you did not agree enough to DESTROY THIS MOULD, because I will die. I WILL DIE IF HOME DOES NOT COME BY THE END OF OCTOBER. Dont let our grandparents down, because I simply cannot make it to 76, to 2015. Dont let this become an example of a transparent experiment based in authority and torture KILLING an innocent man trying his best to live a good life because THAT is not learning from OUR past - THAT is repeating the worst of it in a condensed form. I dont know if I can even make it to October so if you even have a HINT of a thought that I can make it until 2015 then it is time to SHATTER THE MOULD NOW!!!.... and turn a fictional controlled revolt into a very real and outspoken one by protesting and protesting until your voice is gone and then writing it on signs and holding them until they take down their machine of murder. Around the world. Whether I live is whether you end up with more humanity or less humanity than we all began with... And if this entire thing is simply a road to a society with less humanity then what was the point???
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 06:17:47 +0000
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