Why do people pretend to be your friend pretend to act like they care about u and whats going on in ur life and marriage just for ur stories to be their head line discussions with their real friends in their inner circle at their girly get aways and so called retreats Why do people pretend like they want to help you just to use u as an example to other people of what not to be like. Why does it hurt so much to watch people u really care about not really care about u. Why does it hurt so bad to be set apart from others for Gods Devine purpose only to feel by urself in a pitch black world.Truth is if i was to give up on my marriage one of those so call friends of mine would jump on my husbands lap or have one of thier side kicks ready to jump on his lap, saved, loving god church going and all. Truth is if i was down and out i would be just another gossip for them to discuss in one of there so called prayer meetings. So called friends of mine really in wolves clothing waiting readily to Devore me and whats mines. Why do i feel so alone walking for god even though i know he walk with me and im not really alone. Why does it hurt so much to forgive when some one offended you.we are suppose to joyfully forgive so that god will forgive our transgressions. Why must we forgive 70 times 7 if they keep offending us 70 times 7. No one really knows what it take to keep forgiving the same sins over and over again yet they point fingers like they can cus they walk without sin. When truth is god is they only one that knows he is the only one without sin. So called friends, people that love you, save holly ghost filled and sanctified church folks. Some dont even know who god is and they love better than the ones that know god, why is that. Is there real help out there, real people that care enough to help you and not be a subject of a congregation among their friends. Some one sent by god. Where are you? God send your angle i need you more than i ever have, no not money or fame or friends but wisdom, knowledge and understanding.
Posted on: Mon, 19 Aug 2013 04:18:17 +0000
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