Yesterday I was at service for someone who passed away. She struggled with addiction. Her son spoke and his words are still with me. He stated that at 27 he never thought he would be saying goodbye to his mom. I am so very thankful I found recovery nine years ago. And have not returned. But had I not found recovery my family would have said goodbye to me. I didnt have much time left in addiction . The children I gave birth to would have only been about 11, 8, 6.. Crazy for me to think back to a time where I just wanted to die. Just wanting the self hatred to end. Yet it didnt matter the amount used i was still here. I hated to see any reflection of my self. I will forever be great full to my family stepping in and taking over the care of my Children. For me they are three of the amazing gifts God blessed me with. Today I have clean... And for this I am forever thankful.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 02:23:36 +0000
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