You hate when I do good but why.? Im so misunderstood. Your my parent ..my dad ...I figured the good things I did in life would at least make u somewhat glad. Calling me names brings me to shame but you dont even know my shoes why pass judgement on something you cant ever use . Always Doubting my actions, ignoring my tears, dont worry dad even though you say Im not yours I will always be here. You say im Stupid, worthless and a little whore how do you figure when Ive conquered so much more . Putting me down is how u show your love if that was the case 19 years ago you should of used a glove. Sorry Im not perfect nor I choose to be I live to the fullest I plan on dying with dignity. Gang banging is what u accuse me of that sounds good you havent Even seen my struggles ...just what you heard of. I guess with my education, independence and increase of motivation just know Im Nothing like the rest . You have told me Secrets and lies let everyone know your real alibis . A father of two individuals denying your kid that is Nothing unusual. You make me laugh at the things you would say I always wished we would get along it was then I prayed . Your blood runs up and down and through these veins as my mind for our relationship masquerades. I forgive you for the past all i wanted was to make the good memories last. I know you dont want this soul of mine I been dealing with this shit since I was 9. I never called you everyday ..? Whenever I Did you pushed me away. I know Im not the best but I tried but I am who I am and I choose not to hide. Hate me for speaking the real story but remember you said Im not yours ..have fun with your glory ... I hope you got what u wanted after all this because after it all your gonna be the one to miss. Forgiveness is awarded but my respect for u has now been deported.
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 21:06:49 +0000
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