You know who dont deserve a Happy Mothers Day, dead beat Moms. Moms that abandon their children, for strangers, for people that should never come before their children! Your children are your flesh and blood, and no matter what, you should love your child unconditionally! How any parent can go without speaking to their child, or seeing their child is beyond me. But I did learn one thing from it tho. I learned how NOT to treat my children. And I would never abandon my children, young or old. Families, normal families anyway, that love each other should be able to work through hard times. But no, Im not bitter, Im better, my life has been so much better, and I dont hold a grudge, because I have learned forgiveness, and forgiveness is for me, not you. You are forgiven. You are forgiven for not being the parent you should be or should have been. You are forgiven for all the wrong youve done to me. Youre forgiven for all the pain and suffering you have caused my life that I still struggle with to this day. You are forgiven for making me grow up and raise your two other children as my own, with no appreciation what so ever. You think you had it so bad to have a daughter like me, well take a look back, put yourself in my shoes, and walk through what you put me through, and tell me exactly how you think you would turn out. Im not a bad person. You just like to point out flaws, and Im blessed beyond measure that you are no longer in my life to pinpoint my every flaw day in and day out. I was a good child, a good daughter, I strived for perfection just to get you to notice me or come to a sporting event or say hey kid, good job, or even mutter the words I love you, but those words were never to be found. I was alone, abandoned then, as I am now, so nothing has changed. Except now, Im smart enough to realize when enough is enough, and put and end to it, and that is just what I did. People can judge if they want to, but NO ONE has lived my life, been through what I been through, so I really dont want to hear their sob story about, You only get one Mom and Dad, well they only have one daughter... One daughter that they wanted to abort but didnt (so I should feel lucky), one daughter that they told, the reason we had you was to change the channel on the TV. I could go on for days and days, but its like this, one day you will get older, you will need people to care for you. Do you trust the snakes who are with you now? The golden one. Ha. I was the only honest, loyal, respectful person you had by your side, and you shunned me over a stranger. So, who will be there, in your darkest hours? Your thoughts, your regrets? Time stands still for no one. This is what you chose, but you are forgiven and I am free from burden.
Posted on: Mon, 12 May 2014 03:29:56 +0000
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