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after a long exhausting many years and day and whats on my mind spilling to the club owner and or rest. bar/rodeo@ broadway at the beach near crocodile rocks and revs & boca liberty etc. imax uhuh. on wher? the swap was once. and my daughter had been cruel before she left again ten years after being slapped once. or three times at once a while long ago before i paid to emancipate her upon her request and shouldnt she have had the cash for that as well as everything& with it, have already been offered & given forgiveness from her and my son and both of them like indian givers of any respect less any of their own left made a comment about having a realjob before she left and whatever i said to him about it and how his fingers wold fall off if he typed as much as i can .smild and when? she returns from her realjob in tears out loud, i jump from my place on the couch/fouton and uprght say whats wrong what? happened ( icare same as always everytime and with it her attitude) calling me names about her real job and how the owner came in and shut down the rest. he just revamped& opened again?huh before the holidays? howsad and she blames me and or i notice my mom her grandmother out beside her vehicle and squatting picking up glass from a 2gallon? bottle of wine? broken and oh! hats whats really? upsetting mydaughter and comes in struggling to start a fight in my face saying im high shes wobbling and suddenly verybrave and i remind her i am not afraid and shove her back as well as away with some force to show her whats? shes up against if i were to have to pop her one. really and then she starts on about if i want to hit her like im some old abusive boyfriend or she doesnt understand anything and says something smart about my job again and the hardknoks me with one out about how lame and i say well maybe thatswhy! and whats it take to make her recognize and maybe the owner of the clubs has more power or something great and your owners bought a boat and is going around the world with it and like shes couldnt sell the rusted out miata broken down for what? she paid for it? caus: she listens to people locally drunk or not to nice also she defends and how to stop her and taking us down with her my moms interference tells me!? to leave and getout, and im like what? the foul she does and wher? its coming from. im like this is what? shes doing.... and starts this and uses me to blame. again for theyre weak and lame and trying to hard to and not recognize their manipulative and evil and i just rose from my bath and paused watching the tube safe and attempting to wash off whats bothering me, and this specifically and threatening to call the police again and or sick me out on the streets like if i didnt already have a place to go id be there. and had a home and goals set and follwoign through before her help interferes with my famly and get my daughter to hear me for her yelling when? im trying to tell her this and to notice specifically. is what? my mom does and pits us against each other as she tells me my mom cares about her gave her cigarrettes said she took them from and whys she bent over cleaning up the wine bottle is covering up my daughters problem making it my stresser. caus: before their help we had goals and followed through actively and told them again... i was doing all the right things. and their adding nu felonies and arguments and not growing . isnt help. or work related and although a customers saying things to me and wher? its al coming. from and the soldier alleging his recent return from afghanistan and was shot in the leg and settled out big loooking for a more intimate place to put his unit in this america supposedly more great and not pro prostitution is asking for and thats without the one rubbing his finger on my leg and theyre all picking their nose at the other and one says shes not coming and theyll leave is that what? they want from me caus: i have more stamina and am not wasted plastered and have to drive or turned on by theyre actions while i do my part and am dancing acrobatically, ultimately alright mostly ok and why? be put down when? its how we paid to know more in first place and access to a greater distance and pressing forwards towards moving right along with it /that and dance like jackthe ripper and laughs... instead of always being mad at me and reminds me why? my kids hate me? all the time when? shes upset isnt the same as the things im bringing up to my mom caus: her calls against me wasted our time and money alleging allegations and im the mom and head of my house while shes been getting away with enforcing distance between me and mine since my sister left town and married a man and not my mom how lucky.alright down theways from a dot com billionaire and the xpresident bush srs summer home and i was being stalked and followed and the guy left messages about killing our pets i had to unplug from house arrest at my house and hung our dog and his wholefamilies cops and on glue under court ordered agreements otherwise being neglected and or caught out to be glued to sharing my illegitimate kids that arent happy? and or hateme and isnt resembling my family/ our vocabulary before being apart & out of our own elements and home & our belongings goals activities since our home was invaded and through beurocratic b.s was not handled with any expertise for how easy it was instead it was to use me to get attention and scathe me since id already been scathed raped and dropped on my head as a baby. why? not and use my and say like to and have strong head. like being strong makes it alright to have been hurt is ok ?and it is not and my kids should never have been taght to be this upset and or talk like this caus: my moms influence only brings it. for her weakness to manipulate and tell stories to apease herself. caus: shes had alot of practice or not speaking caus: i am honest not waiting for a man in a red suit &reindeeer to come through, anymore since &with helps lacking any ever came again as their usual selves and how easy it was for my mom to manipulate them&or why? everyone closes and starts over in wake of anything being said or has happened im aware of or not understand and or all a bigcoincidence/ speaks cops more greatly than my hipocracy will allow me too. having been left behind and terrorised a long time now actually. from right here grasp that and still stand united (and no entries were found for indivisable.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 06:27:58 +0000

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