time for a little emo moment. or just a deep thoughtful one. i was inspired to share a ladys experience after a Harley motorcycle accident. and another lady who had an NDE shared this song, and said she heard something like it when she was coming back to Earth. just some thoughts. this music reminds me of when i was driving through a New Years blizzard around 2 am between Flagstaff Arizona and Gallup New Mexico. miles of empty road through desert, only now covered in snow and ice. starting to fall asleep, trying to keep the tires on the pavement over the ice. passing one accident after another....cars and trucks fallen off the road on their side or upside down. emergency lights flashing in the distorted hazy snow. when the wind and snow in your headlights make it look like youre flying warp speed through space, and making it so difficult to tell where the road is and where youre going. i turned on the radio to try to keep awake and a song like this came on, i think by this same artist. it was very calming and peaceful, and made me feel like things would be okay as i felt such dread about making it another 170 miles without falling asleep and without ending up like the casualties i kept passing, at 20 mph. it took so much energy just to try to focus on not sliding on the ice that i felt i didnt want to do any more of this. so the song had that significance to me. many people mention hearing music like this in their experience, often even more vibrant and alive than what we hear. as if music heard with two ears through air is only a tinny 2D representation of the fullness and richness of it outside of the physical body. finally, this is what that lady in the motorcycle accident said. reading it is profound for me, because it resonates with what a lot of people have said, and knowing there is a reason to be here is a big thing for me, who has struggled with meaninglessness and feeling like theres no point to do anything if its all just an accident: there is nothing to fear. I was filled with unconditional love. It was the most amazing experience I have ever had. I met my dad, when he told me I had to return, I begged to stay. After coming back I never take a day for granted. The Lord (higher power, God, Budda - what ever you call him) gave me a very difficult year after words. I didnt think I would survive all the ups and downs. But I was led to where I am today. I have a husband that gives me unconditional love. I never thought I could be this happy. He is the reason I came back. He is the reason my dad told me I had to return. I thank God everyday for my second chance. 2/25 is my back to earth birth day and I celebrate it every year. I still suffer from clinical depression, but I will never want to kill myself again. Even after being there, I am looking forward to returning, but I want to take my time. Life is good. Heaven is the best. Please dont worry, there is no pain, no hate, no depression. Its just love, love for everyone many people, even atheists, mention seeing/knowing/feeling/uniting with/...(beyond words) a higher power. whichever word works best in our own personal way. they say he/she/it/they is extremely personal. also the impersonal aspect as well. both of them, the paradox, the whole, the unmentionable, unexplainable mystery.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 05:42:33 +0000
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