today is a going to be a rough day for me.. 11/5 is the date where I received the tragic phone call my cousin Hai didnt show up for work..Then I found him dead in his home at night.. I relive this night every day..I pass your house on my way to work and look to see if i can see all your cars you always had parked at your house. When i see a work truck that had your company logo on it i think of you. When i see your son i hug him and kiss him tight telling him i love him bc thats all i have left of you. I tell your parents not to morn anymore but yet as im writing this post im crying. Youve taught me so much in life and I am who I am bc you always said keep your head up and keep going thru it all..But what I think kills me is when im having a moment whether its a sad or happy moment I cant just pick up the phone anymore to call you for your advice. I miss you so much anh hai, but you coming thru Michelle Lams dream last night asking why her and I are crying while giving our offerings for him? we responded we miss you.. Hai said well guys its been a yr stop crying im fine! I told you to live it up for me! so im gonna try to fulfill your wishes but always and forever I will never forget you anh hai...I wanted my kids to grow up close to you bc I never got the chance when I was their age..IThe other night I found a video of Olivias 2nd bday [arty @ chuck e cheese and you wished her a happy bday and just fell apart bc I felt your presence, you were just so full of life. I love you so much and I miss you just as much.. R.I.P Hai Lam Nguyen my brother please continue to watch over my family,your parents and son Henry..
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 15:47:05 +0000