well cant sleep up all night. i was off monday state holiday went for my once a year mamo check,well not good once again, this is the 3rd time in 4 years that they found a mass in the breast. sick day today and going for a stenographic biopsy on the left breast the others were in the right breast.i have done alot of things wrong in my life time god is tested me once again.its been the worst 4 yrs that anyone can go through i really cant handle much more.2009 i had the neck cancer that turned out good then i lost my best friend my mom that i still struggle everyday to get over.then in oct 2009 they found a lump in the right breast and had that removed. then sept 10 2011 almost loss my son then that nov 2 i went for the mamo check and they found a large mass and i had that removed at jefferson hospital in nov 2011.nov went for my mamo monday they found a large mass in the left breast.i told the dr at the imaging place that i must of hurt a lot of people down the road for god to continue to go after me. i cant go down i have a great son that needs me right now. i am so proud of this kid ,he is graduating in may 2014 and as a mother i have to see himget his dream in life. so please god i have paid back every thing i have done in the pass.i cant go down i have to take care of dad that was the promise i made to my mom before she died. i will get this biopsy today at 745 am and wait for the results .and if i have to get surgery i will go again to jefferson hospital . i will fight this again.i am a lombard i am a strong person i think i dont feel strong today i kinda feel real sick to my stomach .scared shit again pasquale i will be ok we will fight again as long as i have you in my life things are good.mommy loves yo so much make me proud do great in school and be strong . i will be ok. love mommy
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 07:42:24 +0000
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