whats on my mind indeed. Whats NOT on my mind? Knowing that our lives make such a dramatic change as of tomorrow morning. Parenthood is obviously a big thing, and while many say its the biggest blessing, in many ways its also the most nerve racking thing ever. Am I truly ready to guide this child through all the pitfalls of life? Guide her through her successes and failures. It places a lot of pressure on a person trying to do everything you can to make this tiny life that you hold responsibility for the best it can possibly be. Her viewpoints of life, how she sees the world, will all be subtly tinged by how she sees her mother and I interact with it. This is nothing new, and I know full well Im not the only one to think these things. I know Ill do the best I can and try to pass on what Ive learned in all my own years and experiences. The one PRIMARY thought that I keep coming back to is simply how much I love this little ones mother. The many drastic changes that have occurred since weve been together in this past year is completely overwhelming. I just hope she knows what a difference shes made for me and to me. All the joys and hardships already passed through and over, the new plans made, and now- this new little girl. This woman has completely changed my world, and I just want her to know how much she means. Amazingly shes sitting over there completely calm, while I have all this ABUNDANCE of nervous energy- and frankly this was about the only way to put my thoughts in some SEMBLANCE of order.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 02:49:38 +0000
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