ya kno one thing i cant do is get inside my head... thats when things go bad. some people say i do too much... i do too much only cause when i stop im in my head. im stuck in go fast mode in fear of moving backward. when i work i super get stuck in my head and its never good.. today i was thinkin maybe im not good enough for my son.. they took away half my visitation. like they are trying to adopt him out. i dont feel that anyone who has been involved in my case has ever really wanted me to have him. had they all this would not be going on. i need to start hitting daily meetings. looking for a new job. an get a real attorney who will actually do something for me. eh.. life is going so many ways right now just tryin to keep my head above water. one thing i kno is i did NOT get loaded today and so long as i dont all will be swell.. i love my son more than i can fit into words.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Aug 2013 09:41:59 +0000