-Some People-The Nerve-Itch- __________________________ (Im just going to place this right here. For a friend, so s/he doesnt worry bout me, lol.) *VIP Side-Note*: So, you see, while it seems and sounds funny, nor like a real thing etc., to others/certain outsiders/etc., its all very, very real to me, [ALL of IT], and the others that have similar experiences, as its happening, as well as being just as real now, in my memories, while back being/living in this normal, lucid state. I recall most details, especially the Jupiter *experience*, very clearly, as though it truly had happened, *physically*, too. That is my point, and is what others typically fail to recognize, and/or then just brush it off as, oh, its just Ross, s/hes crazy etc., or, even worse, as another friend had said to/asked my Husband, right in front of me: Do Bipolar people just do and say those things for attention?!?! (Yeah, as if I could just make-up that stuff off the top of my head???-NO, and thats my point; theyre based on very REAL experiences that truly happened, whether or not it seems as though it could/could not happen in your little mind, I guess? Im still a little angry over that comment, btw.) So, again, NO, to answer your hate-filled question myself,...I/we DO NOT just do and say things for attention. WTF?...(fyi, I get plenty of attention; I just dont have a need/desire to share every, single little thing about myself/my personal life on here, even if it seems I have/had; hardly... So, to the one that said/asked that hateful comment/question: Just imagine that youre in a very real, PHYSICAL plane wreck, and, fortunately, you manage to be one of the very few that survived it, coming out of it with nothing but PTSD, because, by all means, the world needs more of your hate-filled comments/questions, compared to those taken... Now, just imagine that you share your experiences of that plane-crash with others; privately or openly, in a journal-like setting.---Would that be or is that just for attention?-talking/writing about it? Are you seeking attention by sharing your own experiences? What about car-wrecks? Rape? etc. Hmmm. (Again, my/our experiences are just as real as your plane/car/etc. crashes, and you can argue all you want about it, but they are, and when I/we share the experiences, either personally or creatively, its for many, many different reasons, but its not for attention. IF, however, people want to respond, thats fine; if not, thats just as fine. I do not care either way. If you know me well enough, you would know that Im one that actually doesnt like a lot of attention placed onto myself.) My experience with Jupiter, one of many examples, was/is very real to me, and Ive written about it, expressing those very real feelings that took place etc.; again, I did that for many different reasons, mostly for creative reasons, but not for attention. Sometimes, its just a way for us to deal with the various experiences, having closure with it/them, whether or not theyre physically within YOUR reality, and with or without YOUR approval, and/or with/without YOUR attention. I/We do not care either way; its just helpful to express ourselves, I guess, expressing all of the various experiences weve had, creatively or not etc. When this friend asked my spouse that question, I was semi-lucid/lucid, and couldnt even believe s/he asked that, especially after this friend had just make a horrible remark about our Pup that had deceased in 2013. ---somebody likes pushing their luck with me. Then, I realized that thats the friends issue(s) is/are just being displaced onto those with Bipolar (and or any other) Disorder, and not something I should worry about, at all. There were/are other things going-on with this friend, but Ill leave it at this...
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 17:33:07 +0000
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