12 months ago today was your last day in this world with me my darling Son. I have relived the drama and heartache behind your death every day of my life since. I draw comfort from my family (particularly my work family who have loved and supported me every day since your passing) and I know that I will draw strength from them today as I have done everyday since the day you left last year. I miss you immensely and I yearn to love you in the flesh as only a mum can. But for whatever reason you were called to a higher place and we know you were special to be called so young. I miss your smile, your infectious laugh, even growling at you over your messy room. You were and always will be a very special young man that I was granted the privilege of calling my son. I know if it was meant to be be that you would be here today if you could have been. Afterall you had the best emergency doctor and team available that day one year ago and we both know that if Dr Mark Pritchard could have saved you he would have. Mark.......I never really got to tell you if we had to go through this hell again that we would want you with us again. I know if you were able to save him then you would have. This family......me in particular......will always thank you and have you in my heart for the amazing effort that you gave last year. I class you as a very special friend and will always be grateful to you. You are an amazing ED physician and we were lucky you were there despite the outcome. Anyway James Wilson.......I will spend the day doing what I know best and what you were always proud of me for....Nursing.......and tonight we will have a pot and parma for you with your friends as you always wished to do when you turned 18 my boy.Anyway time to stop crying and waffling on. I love you and always will. Mum....xxxx
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 20:43:20 +0000
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