#193 Part 2 I Am A Kodava Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over.... I remember the first day when i saw her in class. She was wearing a white Salwar . I just looked at her and was impressed by her beauty.. days passed..... and just a hello hi sort of conversation continued. After a month she sent me an SMS. I messaged to that no and asked " who are you". she called me and informed. Then we used to send forwarded messages to each other. Sometimes she used to comment on those messages and i felt very nice. One day she added me on orkut. Everyday i used to look at her pics for hours. I dont know why i used to look but i felt something for her. Then we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to see her in class and wait for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my feelings for her grew more and more as the time passed. Then one evening she called and asked "can we meet?" . It was an unexpected surprise for me i felt as if my whole life is changed.. I said YES.................!!!!! and we met near a lake tats near to our place. It was cold out there. she came running....my heart started beating at full speed. We started walking ....she was a bit fast. I wanted to tel her to be lil slow but i didnt. I became speechless. I wanted to look into her eyes but i looked here and there....infact on everything except her. We came back to a café coffee day near by she sat in front of me and we began to speak as I started to stare at her lips, That was toooooooooo romantic but i was pretending to be normal. We went back to our homes ......And i recalled every moment spent together again and again. We met again at lake. she was with her friend. We ate ice creams and my hands started shivering though i was warm enough... i felt shy as if i did something wrong. Her friend went and we both sat..... lake never seemed to me so beautiful ever before. We both were sitting closely..... I wanted to say her that You are the one whom I always wanted but i was scared to tell that to her... Next time we went in a garden. She had to go back home but She was not in a hurry. She asked me suddenly " What is going on between us". I became confused ...smiled and didnt gave any reply. She asked me again and again but i was silent. I couldnt sleep at night........! I was in love.....!!! After we went back to home from college, we met again in a garden. It was dark all around... she said that nothing can happen. All my hopes were shattered. i was hurt so badly that i didnt bother to ask her the reason for rejecting ma proposal.. I came back home and cried a lot. I felt as if i am worthless.....not good for anything. Every time i used to open my orkut account i could see Her. So i decided to delete Her so that i can forget her. She used to message me n i used to reply. I always felt nice whenever She used to send me a message. I again added her on orkut and said sorry with the add request. She called me on new year and said we will meet in the evening after out college hours.. I again started thinking about Her....we met..on 26th January at her residence. We played all sorts of games. Then suddenly i said " what if i kiss you?" . she became numb... she said " i know you will not do". I remained very busy with my college work as we had a IT fest going on so i never forced her to meet me frequently.. We met on 10th feb (her birthday) for five minutes. It was drizzling. I didnt wanted to say bye but i had to...... We met again in March on my birthday in the evening near the lake. That was the turning point of our relationship....where our eyes said everything to each other.. She told she loves me for what I am but she shattered my dreams saying that she was engaged and she would marry her fiancée by end of the year.. I smiled at her and thanked her for making me feel that the lake next to ma place was really beautiful coz until I met her I nvr found it to be that beautiful.. She in return told me she loves me soooo much but she cant hurt people(HER PARENTS) who trusted her a lot and let her meet me everyday near the lake.. Finally with a cute smile on her face she disappeared along with the sun and got back to her home along with the birds who were in a hurry to get back to there nests I walked back to my home saying to myself “loosing you was my destiny” ^_^ I have still Respect on her I am a Proud Kodava Admin Quote: ..and the madness continues. Wonder which godforsaken lake that is? And one more thing, why do you keep asserting and find the need to talk about being a Kodava. The independent-state thing is not gonna happen, be a proud Indian first.
Posted on: Fri, 06 Sep 2013 15:29:28 +0000
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