#1978 - As days go by I’m starting to give less of a shit, it feels like something damaged me beyond repair. Constant bad events compounding one upon another, and when I try to get back on my feet and dust off I get knocked off again twice as hard. Ultimately it’s bore an emotion of which I would welcome death if somehow it happened, not to say that I’m attempting anything but simply I am tired of life, tired of people, tired of this complex social structure and inane system. You can’t even feel safe anymore and security is an illusion. I’m tired of being kind and decent when it buys me nothing. I’m tired of smiling, pretending everything is alright when I’m crumbling inside. I feel so broken that not even time, nor positive thoughts or even trying will repair this.
Posted on: Mon, 16 Sep 2013 08:06:30 +0000
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