3 Voicemails, videos, photographs, a life full of so much love & lessons, but mainly God is who I cling to for comfort Daddy. It’s my first Father’s Day without you. So what is a girl to do now… It’s been about 9 months since you went h...ome w/ God and and I still get sporadic instant moments of anxiety remembering that you left me that Monday morning. The element of surprise and heartbreak overtake me during these moments, as I re-live the day I found you and realized your soul was no longer there.. Ouchh Dad.. what pain I would live that day, and then on.. In fact, so bad it brings me to tears now. Will it ever go away?? Probably not, nor would I want it to. The week you left friends told me that my tears would turn to smiles.. and they do.. although tears will always accompany your memories. I can go on and on, about the life of love you gave us, but a post would not be enough.. I just know that I miss you more and more every day. I miss your kissed on my forehead before I left every time I saw you, your voicemails now treasures that I got, when I would be too busy to pick up the phone, and the joy of seeing you happy when we were all together. Celebrating your mother was very difficult for me yesterday, but my pain served as a reminder that you were there.. I love you Dad.. and while you wait for us w/ our Heavenly Father, please give grandpa a big hug for me. Happy Father’s Day all the way to Heaven and Back Daddy from all three of us !! Romans 8:38-39 - For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[a] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.... All my Supermen are in Heaven! ♥ Ruben Juarez
Posted on: Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:18:52 +0000
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